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March 27 ......
... Relationships ...
After being single for so long
people around me started to ask why am i still single
and why i still want to be single
for a while
i started to wondering about this for myself as well
where is my Mr. Right?
...
i am sure there are so many ppl out there having the same question as i've got
and they are all looking/waiting for their Mr/Mrs Right
they will tell you stories about they wish to meet their Mr/Mrs Right at the exact right time
but, they missed out someone who might be the Mr/Mrs Right at a bad time
and fall in love with someone they should not love
or they finally realized they had treated the wrong one as their Mr/Mrs Right
and yet...now they don't know when will they be ready, ready to love someone
...
as we grow older
we are not consider as teenagers anymore
we are no longer looking for 'why not try it' anymore
we are not gonna walk ourselves into relationships randomly anymore
we tend to consider a lot more than we used to do
we might got hurt or failed few times before
we slowly know what are the wants & non-wants for a relationship
we want to make sure to find someone who can walk through with us
and finally, when we find someone who you interested or like
now here comes the problem
we now started to worry about "is he/she really my type?"
"how long will we keep our relationship for?"
"does he/she really wanna settle down with me?"
"what if we breakup really soon?"
...
yes, as we grow up, we've changed
we seems like being more afraid of get ourselves involved with relationships
this is why there are more and more 'lets just dating' than 'lets get into a relationship' nowadays
we seems like being less easily to fall in love with someone
same as to start a relationship
eventhough if we do like someone a lot
there are still many things we need to consider be4 a real relationship
because of course we do not wanna walk into a relationship too randomly
and get out of it with wounds after a while and start all this over again
this is, we don't want just 'love games'
we are not interested in 'guessing around'
we do not have that much strengths left to face our failures
all we want is to find a Mr/Mrs Right
to start a smooth and stable relationship with them
...
but this seems to be so hard
yet i am not worried, nor afraid
eventhou i do wonder where is my Mr. Right
i still believe there is and will be someone who would be my one and only
maybe he is somewhere near the future
maybe he is so far that i still need to experience more failures be4 i find him
this is not about i am just being optimistic
this is all because i believe in 'you'
oneday this 'you' will walk to me with your eyes full of confidence
one day this 'you' will give me a hug that i know it means forever
one day this 'you' does not need to say a word but i will know you are the one
as this 'you' will then be my one and only, and so am i
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March 08 ...***
一直很想写些什么
在看完“匆匆那年”之后
在读着九夜茴的文字之后
在听着感动人心的歌之后
可惜每次打开 space
却又不知道该如何下笔
或许是有了太多了感触
或许是因为大脑不够灵活
所以没办法把所想的用文字来表现
在一次次放弃写下所感所想后
在一次次徘徊在内心世界后
在一次次整理自己的思绪后
于是 有了这些文字
它们或许不动人
它们或许不优美
但至少它们真实的记录着
“匆匆那年”虽然尚未读完，礙于网上连载有限
但它带给我的感触早已非同可想
跟随着作者，仿佛坐上时光隧道
回到了我的小时候，回到了那单纯美好的年代
似乎一切还发生在昨日，那么的美好，那么的真实
在回味着那些单纯的年，那些单纯的事，那些单纯的人时
嘴角的形状，是微微向上的
在“匆匆那年”里我似乎看到了自己曾经的年少无知
看到了穿校服的大家；
看到了早上的早操升旗；
看到了女生们聚在一起折星星编手链；
看到了和隔壁班一起排练集体舞蹈的场面；
看到了和同桌时而拌嘴时而两小无猜的画面；
看到了不远处高年级的男生在篮球场上浑洒奔跑着；
看到了大家在节假日互相交换圣诞卡片和新年卡片的时候；
看到了大家相互交换毕业纪念册签名留言写上最真的祝福那一刻；
看到了...
每个人都有青春，每个青春都有故事，然而青春又何其的相似
于是乎，有了那么多的共鸣和感动
然而，却不得不回到现实
只能可惜，过去的单纯快乐时光，无论多么怀念，再也找不回来了
就算是多年后的相聚，也代替不了那个时候的点滴
再多的美好和感慨，也是惘然
长大真是个让人苦恼的事情，一切既变得实际而又让人无奈
长大后的我们，在慢慢褪去那层曾属于我们的羞涩稚嫩时
伴随我们的是更多的烦恼，犹豫，自我冲突，复杂的人际关系
不爱，却放不下，不喜欢，却在乎，矛盾但又真实的情感
心里有的人，不一定是爱人
心里的情感，不一定是爱情
人与人之间，少了真诚，多了猜忌
可是，无论怎样，都回不到过去那个纯真的时代了
匆匆那年，那年匆匆
我，回忆，但不活在过去
我，向往未来，创造更精彩的人生，制造更多更美的回忆
最后，
“人生是避免不了遗憾的，我们改变不了，唯一能做的就是减少遗憾！”
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February 23 男人女人
*** 爱爱爱爱了几回 *** 凌晨6点了 睡不着，不知道是因为时差还是混乱的思绪 反复的听着许茹芸和阿穆隆合唱的这首‘男人女人’ 歌词很美，很有感觉，旋律也很动听 原本以为听着听着会让我慢慢入睡 可惜却越听越有精神了 在凌晨的夜晚 这样的意境，这样的声音 好久不曾有出现这样一首能听进去我心里面的歌了
此刻，静静的吟听 然后，感动 ***
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